Sunday, April 18, 2010

Bleh....

I'm sad and I know that the only thing to do about it is to wait it out. Peter's still dead and crying isn't going to do any good, but it helps unload some of the terrible grief I'm feeling. Funny how some people just have to drag the olde 'goth or not' debate into discussion threads of the band. What the fuck does it really matter? Gothic Metal isn't really goth? What? Who decides that? How I hate elitist bastards who try to trim the sub-culture down to their narrow little view! Piss off! I need fuck-all validation from any other person to like the bands I listen to! Wankers!



I've been musing on those dolls ModernWizard sent me and I think that I'm about ready to start sewing them some outfits! I'm getting a clear picture of exactly what I want for each doll before I begin. I'm thinkin 'Pinkie' may get a gothic cowgirl look like Carl McCoy or Ian Astbury. Blondie will get a nice gown with a full skirt(either victorian or medieval), something with a prim ladylike quality to contrast the bleeding noggin. Siren will get a more 'Morticia-like' gown with fabric that mimics flames at the edges of the hem and sleeves. I really like the bodies on this second line of Fashion Victims.

Friday, April 16, 2010

R.I.P. Peter Steele of Type O Negative(1/04/1962~4/14/2010)

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Peter Steele, the deep-voiced singer, songwriter and bassist for Brooklyn’s goth-metal outfit Type O Negative, has passed away at the age of 48. In an e-mail to CBS News, the band’s manager Mike Renault confirmed Steele’s death, writing “Peter passed away last night. As of now it appears to have been heart failure. That’s all the details we have right now.” Steele was rumored to have been ill in the days leading up to his death, Blabbermouth reports.

News of Steele’s death was initially received with disbelief as Steele pulled a hoax in 2005, posting his picture and the years “1962-2005″ on the group’s official website. Soon after, Steele all but disappeared as he battled drug problems and a prison stint. But today as members of Steele’s circle began to confirm his passing, the Type O Negative message boards opened this morning with the message, “Please play nice and expect statements from the band and family later today. Thank you for your understanding and support.”

Type O Negative became one of the most unlikely bands to break into the mainstream in the 1990s with their third album Bloody Kisses, which became the first album released by Roadrunner Records to go platinum. The album boasted rock radio hits “Christian Woman,” a cover of Seals & Crofts’ “Summer Breeze” and the Beavis & Butthead-approved “Black No. 1.” (”These guys are like a cross between Danzig and Megadeth,” Beavis said at the time.) The 6′ 7″ singer recorded seven albums with Type O Negative, the most recent being 2007’s Dead Again, which entered the Billboard 200 at Number 27, the band’s best debut.

“RIP Pete Steele – a nice (and very funny) man,” Trent Reznor wrote on his Twitter page. “I’m smiling recalling a funny story involving Pete, a microphone, an all-girl lipstick-lesbian band and a can of tuna. Ahh, the good old days…”






*Funny thing is...I remember watching that Springer episode when I was 14 or 15. I had to stop flipping through channels and watch this long-dark-haired, deep-voiced Vampiric Adonis for the full show. It wasn't until the following year that I would hear the album Bloody Kisses for the first time. While I liked it(and had Black No1 dedicated to me by the boy I lost my virginity to *aw*) I wasn't drawn to the band the way I am currently until I heard October Rust around 2000. Wolfmoon quickly became my absolute favorite song of theirs with its eerie keyboard and ominous guitar and bassline coupled with the drums and Peter's voice.

There are probably a lot of people that don't realize just how much I liked Type O Negative. I was never just a casual listener. Peter Steele's deep baritone touched my in-most soul and his music is the very reason I even started exploring the Goth sub-culture. His death is a loss that I'm taking very heavily, right now. I love Type O Negative and there's not one album or song that I dislike. Unlike mainstream musicians Peter's music is real it is beautiful. There's an honestly about TON's music that I love like no other band.

There's never been an album of theirs they I actively dislike. Hell, not even a song. I thought I was gonna get to see them next time they came through Numbers in Houston. I guess next ime ain't comin', huh Pete?

Fare ye well silken-voiced, bat-winged angel. The world has truly lost one of her greatest talents in you, Petrus Ratajczyk. Already the world mourns you.

Hail Petrus!

Hail Vinnland!

Hail Type O Negative!






Peace be upon you on your journey to the next stage, if there is one, and what ever Gods there be keep you safe.



I will miss your dark, self-depricating humor, your quick wit and your sarcasm. I will miss the music you have yet to make and the concerts I didn't get to see. I will miss you.


To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,


Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,

To the last syllable of recorded time;

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more.



Goodnight sweet Prince.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Good Omens?

I woke up feeling very good today after dreaming about horses. Once in a while I dream about having a horse and I feel like my life is complete. I accidentally killed a wolf spider while I was washing a bowl this morning. :/ Then my husband calls me to tell me that he just won tickets to a basketball game on Wednesday night. ^_^

If I hadn't accidentally killed the spider I'd say it was a perfect morning!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Some of my crew! (also ph43r teh suck photo skillz!) ;p


This is P.L.(Penelope Lucinda, no, I have no idea why I named her that.) I'm thinking that in my future stories she will be the 'denmother/wisewoman/storyteller' for the crew. The one that helps them heal and relates tales of her own youth or misadventures.

Here she is with Orlock. Haven't decided if I really want to make them a couple, but I think they look great together!

Here with her 'brother' Pierre Lysander. Lame, I know, but that's what they wanted to be named so who am I to say "nay!"? What I'm thinking for their story is Pene was with Orlock, then adopted an orphaned Lysander while driving their wagon through a war ravaged country side. I won't be able to get her the horse I'm eyeing(Blitz from Dragon) till next year. I'm hoping to start working on a gypsy wagon sometime this year for her & Orlock. I know Blitz is going to be humongus, but I'm wanting something that looks like a destrier/draft horse and he fits the bill. Plus, I just like BIG horses.

Yashida Mariko with PL. I'm thinking of making them 'sisters' in an assassin's guild and basing the outfits on Assassin's Creed/Aeil(from The Wheel of Time). 
The only thing I did to Mari was painted over her existing eye color(to grey), repainted her brows, exagerated her liner a bit & painted a dark line between her lips to define them better.

Whysper, my Elf warrior. Haven't gotten around to finishing her swords, yet. I'm very pleased with her retro comic book outfit. ^_^


Tomoe Gozen, I think it means 'Tomoe in front' or something since the Samurai chick of the same name always rode in front. Haven't decided if I want her to be good or bad, yet. I'm severely lacking 'baddies' for my stories. 


Machiko, I really love her name! My second most expensive 1/6 doll. My most expensive dolls are: Unoa, DD, Predator, Machiko, Destiny. The rest are pretty much all about $20-$50 a piece. I love the way that Machiko sounds both Native American & Japanese at the same time. ^_^ She may end up being a baddie. Not sure, yet.



Shadow, it is hard to properly express my fondness for this doll. Heavy artillery weilder, tamer of gigantic stuffed beasts, fighter for good, I measure most of my dolls against her these days. Are their outfits as well sewn and detailed? Do they come with as many accessories and hands? Is the headsculpt interesting? Do they pose as well? Are they as beautiful? Yep, I guess she's the one they have to beat to even be 'good' let alone 'excellent' in my book. As much as I like my Machiko she didn't pose nearly as well as Shadow when I first got her. I had to take the dremel to the back of her knees and the front of her hips to give her a greater range of motion. That puts Machiko just a bit lower than Shadow.

Alrighty, that's all for today. I hope I didn't bore anyone to tears out there.